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Sunday, March 17, 2013

2013 lorrhhhhh /10:49 PM

Hello. Lady and gentlemen,

Pardon me for my English. .....

Wow. After so long never came back for blogging. Already kind of missing it. Hahhah

Ermm reading back my blog. Wow. Time pass very very fast. But not to look back have to move on...

Getting old liaoo. This year too many thing happen in my family... HAIZZZZZ.....
My grandpa. Pass away. Then changing job. Back to start. New life to continuous.

Looking back I always chat with my grandpa. Now. Hse like super empty.. Sometime. I even shout for my grandpa. When I reach home. But I forgot he already not there. *^*

Listening to music. Giving me so much of my memory... Pain. Sour. Bitter. Hardship. Fun.

So much thing. Another lvl of life I got to move on. *^*

Friday, February 25, 2011

hahha YesterDAy /2:21 PM

WinkWInk..

WAh Yesterday So EARly WAke up .. go Cut Hair in the morning... then after

that... go For interview..

ERmm... hahha so Happi That CAssey woke up... without my phone call hahha

goodgood.. then at least.. can meet her in time.. kekke

after that i went home after i cut my hair.. lols.. now my HAir is just a VEr of Long hair... Cut till a short VEr. hahha lolss.. like no different.. kekke

but.. more and less is ok.. but i know.. can go for interview can le.. hahhaha =p=p reach home le.. then i online.. awhile using Computer.. lalla then... she also online.. le... we chat awhile before we go get ready... till abt time le... she still not going to ready.. lolss... then i ask her.. to go ready le.. kk.. then she ok go le.. hahha

then after that.. i meet her at the Busstop kekek then is like.. actaully dun want to wait le.. cause i check at the time.. left 2min.... le hahhaha

but i thinkback.. ya.. hoh.. later she lost her way... how... hahah so better wait for her.. better... save the trouble.. kekke then after reach le... we rush over to go... interview.... le.. lolss... then she smoke again lolss.. speakless..

then i go up for interview.. then when i reach up stair.. is like.. so busy one... lucky.. only 5person at the queue.. so should not be that long.. then i waited...

then the interview room have 2 person... lolss... feel so lolss.. hahha long time.. dun have such an Strict interview le.. hahha then .... when about my turn.. le. then i go in... i think i lost my cool.. ahhaha

then just act like.. normal person going interview.. muahhaha

then after that.. finish le.. i go down.. le... then is like... i inside i most faast end my interview.. ahahhaha too fast too furious kekek then after that... i go down le.. to meet cassey... cause i know... she have waited very long le... hahaha so is like.. i rush down like nobody de busy hahha =p=p

then after reach downstair she still not there.. sobsob..

then is like.. i waited... then she appear hahhaa

then we move on ... 1st to my home cause i need to change.. plus.. kekke.. i showed something special.. buTT!!!! it FAillll SOBSOB..... i Am Sure i did double check and confirm it working..

sobsob.. i Miss the change again.. now... need to do it.. again le.. lolss.. again another No Answer... sobsob.. kekek but never mind.. i will try my best kekke...

then after that is like... WAh.. HeaVy RAin then we Stay at my home awhile.. before we go out..

lolss... then after that ... forget it.. we still insist go down.. but we walk under the blk.. till mrt underground.. then go slowly Get over to pool..

try to avoid.. from the rain.. kekke =p=p then is like.. so fun kekek ABit.. haha then is like.. WAlk there walk here.. hahha

until she angry hahaha " Aiyoee...

why keep walk left and right and left and right hahha "

that what she mean hahaha kekke then i laugh... being with her really so happy.. kekke

after we reach the pool we go up to play.. pool le.. lols..

today my Skill is like.. VEryVEry poor... really.. i never really go easy at the last few game... the 1st game igot go easy... but after that.. all the way.. keep miss... sobsob.. then is like.. lols.s. but it ok.. i will JiaYou hahah but.. she keep kanna disturb by me instead.. kekek

hahah then after that .. finish le... then is like.. i feel like.. sitting down some where.. to Chat

with her.. cause... i want to make something clear.. out.. kekeke

but.. outcome... Positive.... but SobSob the confess..... sobsob..

but nvm.. will jiayou jiayou... then after that.. i she go off le... i company her to novena..

before i go meet YongKAng.. at bishan.. meet him to citchat.. about his thing...

but at leaast.. a ease... when i see him.... he like.. have a Big smile in the face... then when i talk to him abt his ex... i believe he really let go.. le.. cause... he understand not worth for .. alot of thing..

then is like.. i happy for him.. at least... he is out of the misery hahha but it ok... i believe he have his happy time with her too.. but... overall.. is over le... so... hahah then after.. that he company me.. take REd line.. then i drop le.. he continous.. go on to go back his home... lols... when i reach home.. he msg me.. he take wrong side.. lolss... win le lorh... lolss.. cause he take cityhall line... instead of raffles line.. lolss.. so ended up he go over.. Bugis... lolss... then he turn back to go back hahha...

after that... while i Took Two tablet then chat with cassey awhile.. then on phone awhile.. then.. she say she need to hang the phone cause her mum abit unhappy le.. hahha

then is like.. we sms ba... then.. we sms and sms and sms... then i Think i totally Supper Half Awake nia.. hahha still can reply.. so is quite.. Not Bad le.. hahhaa

SignOff.
DExnG

An Failure will not give up... after one try or 2nd try or third try... i will Keep Trying.. to Touch Your Heart.. =p=p

Labels: Touch Your Heart.. =p=p

Thursday, February 24, 2011

TWo DAy ADventure =X But i And You Got Closer /8:49 AM

It An Two DAy Adventure...

But i And You rEAlly Got Closer Another Step..

i rEAlly Hope in the Future we just Have to Tell each other what our Mind thinking..

so To Excuse all the Misunderstanding..
And i Am Sorry For my Words.. for hurting You backs there..

But at this point i Swearing with my Lips.
i Will Not Do it. or SAy it.. anymore..

I Do Willing to Put my life on the FRont Line For You..
i Love You Cassey.

but Back There You Promise.. all the Thing You told me. back There..
i was so Happi..

That you promise.. but.. take your time to Quit it.. it not a easy Task..
But i Be at Your Side.. accompany.. you all the ways

And At LASt...
Is Today... hahha

nothing happen much just that... The MC.. very annoying..
cause my Boss is here too.. then he act till like.. TEAching me this teaching me THat..

All because my Boss is there..

then when mine Boss Doing my things... then he say nvm u go take coffee..
you have no business at here.. make me sound like an coffeeBoy.. lolss..

Sad Sia.. then just KEep my Mouth Up and do my things.. lolss..
then never bother about him.. then is like.. when i sitting there.. he just ask me.. to.. get lost i need the Sit..

pls i have a name.. to calls... lols... last day he give pattern... lolss..
tot he a nice Guy.. End up F up lolss..

then today de shows... End late too.. thank to the judge.. cause... Alot of people... come to complete... plus... no break.. then the judge take their time.. to Mark Their Point... lols..
but it ok.... then ahha

best part... i heard people Shooting at my MC... cause he... annoying... hahha

then the Female.. worker... don`t even bother about... him.. cause... he keep random... Talk to them... hahhaa

best... hahhah
then... after that... Finally... end.. of the day hahah i Chop CHop..

very fast finish up everything le..
then today... Cassey Got msg.. me.. asking me... where my working place... what hall.. ya..

hahah ( At that point i was thinking... ERmm... she ask so much would she be coming... Maybe a surprise... hahah )

then after that i go home... le..
then i was thinking..
surprise her hahah
sit my boss`s car... then ask him to drop me.. at Parklane.. to surprise her hahah
cause she told me.. she was playing pool... hhaha
but end up i reach there.. she go home le... lolss.. then too bad.. then go home from there le...
lols..

then go back tpy.. AYa... my HAirstyle not working today... so have to wait till morning... 10 ++ come down and cut.. =XX

then i go home.. le.. then use comp and.. chat with... Cassey.. =X
then after that i go slp... le... kekke

Miss You CassEy

SignOff
DExnG

Don`tWorryNoMatterYouBeMyOnliLoverInMineHeart=P

Labels: Don`tWorryNoMatterYouBeMyOnliLoverInMineHeart=P

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Today JuST Work.. FEel Bore /9:00 PM

Today is Our 9th dAy knowing EAch other le..

Do You Know??

Time fly. it just like Just Knowing you yesterday.. hahha

REally Hope time GEt Even Slow.. So i Could have more time with you..

Today at work nothing much... just abit nervous cause i need to play 3 song.. in different.. time... and.. must be smooth at the time lap.. lucky.. i get through... hahha

just my Luck. =X

then after that nothing.. much... finish work le... then go Home le..

Nva go out.. also.. so Today is a Total Bore DAY..

SignOff
DexnG

HOpe Time.. Slow Down,
we could spend more time being with you..

Labels: being with you..

Monday, February 21, 2011

today never meet her.. feel not right at all.. /10:02 PM

YAWnnnnnn....... So EARly EArly.. WAke... up..

To Morning CAlls.. my Sexy Little Baby...

keke

lolss... i give her morning.. calls.. she have to go.. school the get cert.. then is like.. i never company her. to go.. so at least i do alittle things like wake her up.. kekek then is like.. i call her from 8am till 9pm.. but never answer... end up.. my boss call me..tell me... he coming down to my home to fetch me.. then is lol..... then i after go get ready.. and.. wear my cloth and see what else i forgot to bring... after that i rush down to wait for my boss to come...then we go Suntec to set up the event..

after he reach le... i still calling her... hahah she not awake yet.. then is like.. on the ways to work.. i keep calling and calling.. hahha like no body busy hahah
then after that reach there.. le.. i call her again hahha
i am like.. every time i reach a plpace i will call once.. or twice..
then after that i start to set up le...

then is like.. very cute lorh.. my boss... like... pay me to go there sit down onli... lols... i wanted to do then is like... when i turn my head... huh Boss You finish up the things then i no need to do le.. lolss...

haha then is like i nag at my BOss...

" Boss Ar BOss.. you pay me.. to work.. not see you work lei.. boss... lols.s... hahaha "

then after that... i start to play Around the Sound system.. with my lappy... kekke

then is like.. at 1st kind of fun.. but.. after that.. start to have people listen the song then is like.. hahha i Quiet quiet le.. hahah

shy shy ma... scare later i do wrong.. people laugh
hahah =X

then i meanwhile i still calling.. hahha

then finally... she msg me.. back.. hahah

i Woke up le... i am LATEEE.... hahahha

lols... so cute.. i just like the ways she msg to me.. when she late... or just woke up.. how good.. if she could call and tell me.. instead... i want to see how she sound like.. when she just woke up keke..

must be VEry Cute... make me.. feel like.. giving her a Big Big Hugs... hahha

hahhaha
then after that.. i get back to job le.. cause... my boss left.. then another guy take over...

then is like... he my MC and i am his sound man... hahha
which mean... he my Ball`s de BAll.. ( Boss`s de Boss.. )
hahha joking joking la..
lolss... he okok la... just abit.. weird... then is like.. no topic... with him..

then is like.. might as well just diam diam the whole shows.. but.. he consider my client.. so.. show some respect ba... hhaha if not later complain me.. then is like... i die .. hahha

no job mean no money... no money mean cannot go out..

cannot go out.. mean i cannot meet Cassey...
cannot meet CAssey mean.. i will Die. cause i miss her too much...
hahhaa

=p=p then is like.. we work and work..
But the Best parts are.. i work and works... till i can smell a perfume like.. cassey`s Perfume.. then is like.. i Stun stun like... that... I guess i really miss her alot... then will have the illusion..
hahha

actually cause the hair style they spray spray here.. till become a smell... like.. the perfume she using.. if not.. is really i miss her so i smell until stunstun hahha

not just that feel like sleeping at some part of the time at work.. lucky things is..

i HAve Cassey...
and she have me..
to Keep EAch other acCompany.. kekek
=p=p
Sorry This morning Fail to Make an morning calls you.. =ss

But don`t worry.. next time i will jyjy more.. kkekek

i Think this morning i have make.. 70+ Miss calls if i not wrong.. that what she told me..

then is like.. hahha
but today i got a msg from her.. again.. telling me.. she quite moody... then is like.
i straight reply.. don`t worry... i be here.. company you.. sms... hope all trouble will just be gone...

come come... i blow blow your HEAd ba.. kekek =p

cheer kk
then after that... i round up everything then i started to keep and then go over another side to find my boss

then... settle what i have to settle...
then suddenly she tell me... she drinking.. then is lolss.. out of suddenly one..
then... Erm.. sort of.. GAn Chiong.. le.. hahha

is because i am out of worry ma.. then will gan chiong abit de ma..

if won`t worry.. mean something wrong le.. lolss... but nothing wrong haha cause i worry.. hahha

" Next time just tell me early u going to drink don`t suddenly tell me.. i will stun de wor.. "

=X

SignofF
DexNg

Sweet Thing is i have you,
right By my side All this while.
You Have Shows me,
lot of love and Care.
i Really Wish our Time Come FAster.

Labels: Stun stun like illusion of her.. no la.. Just Miss Her Lot.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Today is.. a day i know you better and you know me.. better.... /9:55 PM

Today morning... erm.... i am like... so Tire.. plus having a slight headache and stomach pain very pain....

then is like.. i went back to sleep.. to control my pain..so could feel better... before i go out..

is like no matter what i have to make sure my stomach ok.. cause is like.. i am dying to meet

Her i want to meet her.. as soon as possible...
can`t wait to see her.. can `t wait to reach bugis... then... when 2nd time i wake up i feel much better... i look at the time.. is about time le.. then i like.. okok i better wake up.. if not... by the time i reach there.. there won`t have any more ticket.. then is like.. i don`t wanna to disappoint her..

so i quickly... went down to home downstairs.. then i was like..

wondering should i take train or Cab... but i look in mine time... should not be a problem.. if i take train... then i went to cEntre to take train down to.. bugis...

=p=p

after reach le... Bugis... then is like... WAh... look at the time.. still got 1hr and 34min more.. then is like.. i go.. check still got ticket... then is like...

i so lucky still got lot of sit... then i quickly.. sms Cassey to see she wake up le.. ma...

then is like.. keep no reply.. so i thought still early... ok ba let her rest abit.. more.. cause i know.. she have not been sleeping well the last few day... so.. good chance to let her rest... =p=p

then is like... suddenly... she reply.. after a long.. wait... she told.. me..
" WAh.... i am woke up late "

then is like... hahha it ok.. and i asked her.. to check with her friend.. have they bought any ticket.. if not.. i go Buy le.. incase if they buy ma.. cause i think i reach le.. still quite late...
so check before i buy.. then is like.. i look at the crowd.. is getting more and more.. then i start to worry... faster go in buy... after buy le.. sms her.. i bought the ticket le... then i go game center there get credit.. and play.. DRAGONBALL hahah
then Vs the monster in the game hahaha

but... at that moment.. i put in the credit.. then is like.. my Stomach suddenly.. pain.. out of nowhere... then is like.. pain pain... then nvm.. faster end the game.. then i went to the toilet... then is like.. wah so many people... so end up i went down to level 3 toilet... then i was worry.. if cassey can`t find me.. at the game center ... so is like... i fast fast... sms her.. i need to go toilet.. at lvl3 de then... after taht.. she suddenly sms me...

meet her at our 1 time Meeting Place...
( hahha secret cannot say only i and her know=X )

then is like... okok.. faster finish up le.. faster go down...

after go down le.. i peep around.. erm... she not here yet.. so i start to wait and wait.. hahha... then i was thinking.. at that one day... how did she actually see me.. from her home de view.. i was wondering and wondering.. how.. then i walk all the way to where i sit that time.. and look around cannot lei... i don`t see any view.. wor.. then walk walk back to the front and wait... then suddenly.. a msg come..

" You wear White pant Right "

then is like in my heart i asking myself.. huh how you spot me.. sia.. lolss...

hahha then is like.. speakless.. nvm... then just wait for her to go down... so.. after she comedown le..

then is like...

in my heart

" WAh you are so beautiful "

=XX

haha but never have the chance to say..cause once she reach le.. she ask me.. to fast fast.. come over.. then rush rush le..

then it like... orh okok..

then i follow her.. and keep up the speed she walking.. hhhahahha i know we are late... that why she walk super FAst.. kekek
then after that we saw her friend.. then we keep it up... to walk to cinema. to watch the movie...

then wah we watching in the movie... is like.. WAh.. the shows so funny.. is like.. hahha Jack neo So GAY... hahha
then Mark lee Full of rubbish hahha
but ok.. la.. at least is really.. funny..

then while watching i am also looking at her.. she the ways she forcus.. at the movie.. ermerm..
two reason..
1.cause WAnt to she how she look like when she forcus on something?
2.another reason only she and me.. know hahah =p=p so is... Secret.

then is like.. suddenly i go and touch her hand.. cause i can see she look like.. cold.. then i put my jacket on her.. to let her Feel the warm...
if i could i don`t even mind hug her.. to share with her my warm... but.. erm.. then Cinema sit. got something block in between.. us.. so is like.. aaa.. cannot... sad... feel so weird... with something btw us...
=((

then is like.. after de movie le... we go to toilet.. hahha

best part of today.. when i going in the toilet.. i saw.. cassey`s de friend went to wrong gender toilet... at that moment of time.. i tot.. maybe he follow his gf till forgot they going in the toilet.. ended up... is both couple.. went to the Wrong gender.. then is like.. lols..
1st time see a couple like.. that... ahha

totally.. like hahha then after that.. we go play pool... at parklane mall... then we play pool...

Erm the last time i play pool is like... very long le.. i think since last year de nov... erm.. yah..
hhaha
then is like.. supper rusty i guess... then i reach there.. le... they start to play 1st.. we watch .. and see how they play... till like...about an hour plus.. hahha cassey`s de friend bf asking.. me.. wat time we leaving.. cause he is like... hungry then is like,,, hahah
i ok ar... then i ask him why not you try asking.. your gf.. to suggest it out..
then end up.. i call cassey for once.. she turn her head.. then is like... aaaa!!!!
maybe she never saw me.. then 2nd time.. i look into her eye and wave at her.. come come...
hahha
then i tell her... what happen ....
then after that round we leave to go eat.... le... at 1st we choose.. Aston..... haha
actually is i suggested... hahah cause sort of miss the taste of the Chicken cHopp... hahha my FAv. Food.. Yummy.. =Xx

that is where i lost my wallet too sian that why now using a old wallet.. sob sob..
nvm.. then after that we reach there le.. is like.. the Queue Turn Us Off.. hahah
too many people Waiting
for one Restaurant lolss... then is like
forget it.. we go to ps.. and see.. what can we eat.... end up le.. reach there.. see like nothing much to eat..t hen end up... before we choose to eat.. kopidiam haha i Shout...

" LEt EAT KFc or MAcdonald or LOng John. "
hahah everyone is totally one reaction... "HUH"....
hahha

i am like.. just joking hahaha... =p... so funny.. everyone de reaction... hahha then we go on to kopidiam to eat.. le... then while we finding sit.. i saw my old friend of mine.. army friend hahha
so long never saw him le.. is like.. hahha we laugh at each other.. kekke
then after that we go find sit le.. we sit down.. then i like.. ask the couple go buy food 1st then.. after that we then go buy food...

hen while waiting.. she sudden say.. let just choose.. the food behind us.. kekek
then is like.. ok.. ba.. hahah

then she Choose the VEg. Food.. then is like.. before i saw the VEg..
i tot it is a Chicken rice shop.. then is like.. lols.. so Turn off.. hahah

after i know is VEg.. hahah lolss...
then nv... after i help her. put food le.. i go to buy my food.. then go buy drink.. then i when i buying drink i saw my army friend again.. hahah
but he asked that my Gf ar.. then is like.. i stare at him... and like.. Act blur hahhaha
dunno wat to say.. yet....
but never.. about.. then is like.. i asked him to give me.. a miss call then i go back to sit.. le...
then... after eat... we wanted to go shopping.. but i guess.. erm.. like nothing to shopping end up we go Starbucks hahah... then after that... go home.. le..

then while we going home i walk with her.. i think we have a talk.. then i think she angry at some point.. i think today mine mind not in the right mind.. then is like.. i keep doing wrong thing...

so i make her angry.. really sorry...
did not mean to make you angry.. don`t why.. maybe because.. i too.. love you le..
that why.. my Thought Go Wild...
like why so cold.. like.. that... sorry.. is my Bad..

i should not think that why or what i really.. sorry with my.. Mistake..
but i feel today.. i have walk the next step to even closer to you..
cause i find i understand you more Better after today..

is just like.. my past life is so DArk.... noone company me.. when i need someone.. or talk to someone also dun have..

but now.. different.. i have you..

you bright up my life.... you company.. me.. and you always there..
and you always company me.. to chat... and always wait for me..

one more.. additional thing i going add is not just bright up my life or company or wait for me..
That is... i can feel the love.. you giving me... the care and concern you pour on me..
and your warm hearted.. keep me.. so warm.. =p

this is all.. something.. i always want.. and.. i want to pour EVEn more.. on you..
Cause i treasure you even more then Anyone...

SignOff
DExng

Today is yesterday,
yesterday is today.
Confuse right?
mean one thing.. no matter,
what i am still me.. and i am here.
for you..
always...
that the fact..cannot be change.=X
Love You LotxLotX
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Labels: i treasure you even more then Anyone...

CASsey is Someone very Important to me /3:11 AM

Yesterday.. is my First day of work.. =p=p
haah so fun .. actually.. nothing much to do.. either just need to forcus.. cause all the item in there
cost. alot as much as i expected.. hahha
so must be super careful..
ermERmm.
hHAHA someone promise will chat with me.. before i leave home.. or when i leave home.. company me.. to chat.. but never Wor..=(( hahha
but i understand why.. cause at night she told cause i blog too early... then make her heart feel itch... want to know.. what actually happen today when i outside.. and what i like to say.. kekek

" BAby is ok i never blame,

You cause i know DEEPDEEP in your heart,

You REAlly CARe ABout me. "

but i am happy..

how much i did the past few day..
i know.. how much all this mean to you.
and ME..

but deep deep in my HEARt..
MEAn EVEn More DEepDEep inside..
How much i treasure You..
=X

After that.. i on the way to Work at.. the TRain she finally Sms me.. keke i like.. haha So Happy.. keke
can`t wait to Listen Her Voice too.. haha..
but.. i hear a sad news.. which i so worry.. i was about to leave the place.. go over.. bring go see doctor.. cause.. she say she stomach REAlly Pain...
at that point i really REAlly Worry.. i can`t control myself.. then she say.. it ok it ok.. then

i Cannot say much either.. cause have work.. to do.. then.. finally.. my boss here.. no choice.. but go do my things... then i was trying Hard Hard faster faster set Up Everything

so i could have time to msg.. her..
company her..

but... end up.. when i have alittle time.. i msg her.. she told me.. she went.. out.. then is like... at
that moment i am ABit Angry and Worry...

it like.. she having Stomach pain just now.. then now.. at outside.. what reaction can i give... but.. i

dun want to say her anything yet she what would she say... so i just asked..

her how You feeling.. now.. then she say okok.. nth wrong le.. go Out With Friend.. and other.. so i like.. ok ba.but in my heart still worry about it.. but must take .. cause i really really.. worry.. about.you. so hope you really understand at this point.... then after that i back to busy again..

till about evening i went to eAT.. for dinner... with my lady boss.. then.. eat at far east..
i eat as fast as possible.. so i could call her.. to chat awhile... then meanwhile.. waiting for lady boss buy KFC for Boss de dinner...
DA BAO..
lols.. Boss onli WAnt MACdonald.. but raining lei.. lols.. too bad so.. we get KFC instead of MAc..

so when i was calling.. her.. is like.. no ans totally..
i guess today i call her at least 5 time.. each time.. all never listen.. okok understand maybe because cannot feel the vibrate... so i like
ok i understand.. but sometime.. i still worry about her tot what would happen.. of cause i will like.. reply another.. msg to check is she ok ma.. cause.. in case cannot feel the vibrate... so is like..
i keep sms.. then got some reply back.i feel much release.. as in.. feel better.. knowing she safe and sound....

after that.. le.. okok le... then is like i msg to her i guess she really take very long to reply.. so some how i fall asleep behind the DJ... till she msg.. then is like.. she suddenly say i have just smoke finish? is like.. Huh
i tot she say told me she not smoking le..

then after that.. next sms say one.. then next msg say smoke now??
then is like.. in my heart i want to say.. directly..
"Hey i tot you told me.. you not smoking le"

then i think back i don`t want to say her 1st cause i know.. when she smoke mean she having bad mood.. then is like.. Put down my Anger.. and Face the matter she having now...

then... i try to call her.. and ASk.. or sms to ask.. feel better or something??some how there no reply at all.. then suddenly.. she sms back she Want to Drink i Am Totally.. STunn......STUNNNN...

Then is like.. i dunno what to do at that moment.. then i reply again.. then is like.. keep no reply no reply..

i Put this in my HEArt..

""i know now is 8pm and what time i going to be busy that is.. 9pm++
so got 1hour to settle.. so i put bold to myself tell Boss.. ""

"Boss Now Nothing to do Rite?"

Boss reply " Yeah "

" then at 9pm then got things to do right? "

Boss REply " Yeah "

" Boss i go out awhile.. i be BAck at 9pm. "

Boss REply " ok "

Rush Out Of the Room.. without Any thinking.. wat to do next.. rush out of the hotel..
then i was thinking taking cab ma.. then i think sure will have jam.. so i took MRT instead of CAb.. run all the way to mrt...

to TAke tRAin Over To bugis Find her. cause i really.. worry about.. her.. i dunno WAt HAppen..
and.. i Want to See Her sad and want to make sure she ok. not doing anything foolish..

then i Go Down to the train.. then i WAs waiting for the train i look at my watch is already 8.17pm then i think left.. how much min i left.is like i know.. is not enough cause i still no reply from her.. and don`t know where is she.. maybe need time to search for her too.. then finally.. the train is here..

then i like my mind stuck at that moment of time holding backs abit.. should i go and come back late... Should i not go and jus go back work..

then is like i also standby a msg.. to send her..
" i can`t make i got to go back work then go find her "

Just before the train Door Close.. i slip in the door.... then like.. everyone looking at me.. at the door outside.. wondering what i doing.. is like wait till the door closing then i run in.. like one Crazy.. one...

but i dunno wat i thinking.. too.. i onli Think.. Money could EArn AGain.job can always find another new one.. But Cassey is only one.. i can`t find another.. one... other then her.. no one can replace her..

Just CAssey is enough...

that reason why i Slip in the train in last min.. that.. the choice i make....

end up.. when i was the train.. just another sec i reach city hall mRT she suddenly sms.. and.. within 1sec she call me.. ask me.. where me.. why i coming...

then is like i keep explain.. why why why,,,,
Cause i Worry..
and i dun want her to be upset..
that why..

then she .. somehow.. talk to me.. want me.. back to work.. then is no choice.. i have to go back.. cause i know.. if i insist she sure angry.. then is like.. haiz.z.ZZZ

then i just go back to work... then...
slowly.. time pass pass.. pass... then is like.. i dunno what to sms her too.. i know she sad... but.

dunno about wat then i decided to forcus on work 1st.. cause i think .. if she know.. i not Forcus.. for sure.. she will angry.. then is like... i put midn straight... faster end everything fast fast..

tehn is like.. finally.. done.. i was..thinking.. wat to reply her..
then after i msg.. her.. she suddenly.. say she need sometime to be alone..

then at that moment.. i abit sad.. cause i think maybe due to her.. own problem... then i keep sms and call make her.. more confuse.. or what.. then is like.. ok ba..

then until.. reach home fast fast.. go bath.. then i was thinking thinking.. then out le.. online.. msg her.. wat she doing... usually she reply normal..
then is like i just msg her...

" You still chating with friend, then nvm don`t disturb you"

once that moment she say HAizz... then is.. like.. suddenly.. pop something in my mind..

NONO all Wrong.. i should not like That SAy.. i am Suppose to TAlk to her.. cause.. i suppose to supporting her.. not..

that why.. all wrong.. All WRong..

i Am REAlly Sorry.. i swear with my.. Life.. i won`t do that.. again...
i Won`t...

Forgive me MY Mistake.

i dunno if she notice.. this mistake.. but i want to be honest to it..
cause i know.. this is The Biggest mistake..
but.. i so happy i at least.. save it in time.. i really.. scare i will lose her..
but i am happy At Least she Happy AGain...

i want to do this...
i want to make sure...
i want to confirm..
CAuse..
all this.. Mean.. one.. thing..
I LOVE YOu.

SignOff
DExNg

i am sorry cassy i think today i did disappointed you abit.. instead i worry about you.. end up make you think is your fault... then is like.. worse.. still... i promise i will face the matter.. more.. properly.. make sure nothing Go Wrong..

i never Blame you for throwing your temper at me.. i already here stand infront of you.. hugging.. you..
No Matter how you Scold shout push kick punch.. i will never leave you..

But one Thing This PRove something..
CASsey is Someone. more Important.. then other thing..
and she not a thing... she is someone i love..
in my HEArtz..

CAssy,

i Am in Love With You,
One And Only

DesmonD.H

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